I've been through a lot over the past couple years.  I have done a lot of soul searching and reaching to find my path.  I've read books on Buddhism, dogmas, meaning, spirituality, ...even quantum physics.  BUT what I remembered most was the picture I drew in 2nd grade when my teacher asked us to draw what we wanted to be when we grew up.  I drew a woman with a ponytail and beret painting on an easel.  I wanted to be an "artist."  This has always stuck out in my mind and has meant different things to me over time as far as my identity, or purpose. Ultimately, I wanted to be true to 8-year-old me, and finally let myself be an artist.  Part of that was finally learning how to properly use my DSLR, and to challenge myself to create without as much static in my head(negative self-talk).  I also decided to get back to college and finally achieve my Bachelor's, which I had been off and on with for years.  This time I'm going to do it. I hope to get my BS in Art Studies with a minor in Photography by Dec. 2012.  So, far so good.  This is my adventure, and I'm learning to have patience with the journey.  

My mind has opened more. My spirit and heart feel more free.  I'm getting little signs that I am where I am supposed to be.  AND IT FEELS AMAZING!  It's not all peaches and cream, but seeing the light at the end of the tunnel, so to speak, gives me a bigger picture and helps me keep going when the going gets tough.  I just finished my third term and this has been the hardest one yet, because I had to work through some personal challenges--a really rough miscarriage. Trying to keep a clear head, have compassion for myself, and move forward. My husband has been so supportive of my journey, and over the last few months that he deserves a medal.  I spent a LOT of extra time in the dark room wooing my new love(Black and White Photography), as well as catching up on my classes.   He was always there for me and picking up a few loose ends at home, so I didn't lose my sanity.  There's a lot more to tell about this whole experience, but these are the recent highlights.  I'm on my path, and enjoying the sights as well as learning the lessons. Will try to get some more recent photos up soon. Thank you, friends, for your support.